a mess. a messy mess.

My life is so fucked up right now.

For the first time in my life, the very first time after all that time, I am wishing, that i could have been born in a different family.

I see no connection. At all. Between me and anyone else in this thing called "family".

I have been trying so hard to tell myself differently.
But I think it's time to wake up.

Because the truth is,
I'm just all alone.
In this stupid life.